I'm kinda nostalgic now.
Many years ago we sat at the porch and talked or my ex best friend played the guitar or he taught me to play the guitar or anything else. And yeah, he taught me to drink alcohol and smoke and kiss and many other things I do now. It was him. >_>
Once he said that Milky Way is most beautiful thing he ever seen. It was unusual to him. We were so close watching the stars and I felt his breath. I wanted to kiss him. v_v silly me.
I loved him through all my life till 17 years old. Then he became an asshole. We had sex when we were 18. I didn't love him at that moment.
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