OMG!! My ex best friend is here. I just seen him out of window. >_> I can hear his voice. My damn heart is knocking faster. Fuck! I want to talk to him without his stupid friends. I'm not in love with him anymore. He's an asshole. And it's been a long time that we haven't seen each other. He's changed except of his voice >_>
I should back to Moscow as fast as I can. I can't stay at my countryside because of him. I should close the door and stay at home. Oh no, I should not come back here anymore.
Stupid me. I'm not ready to meet with my past. I loved to sit in a porch waiting for him. I envied him a little. He has a big friendly family. Not like mine v_v Am I still can't let my past go? Poor me ._.